Have you ever been on the verge of death?  I was yesterday.  My trainer is the devil!!!!!  You can see by his picture. M. Judas is a Wrestler.  I kept telling him that I will not survive if I have to run one more lap.  I made it through one whole hour of torture.  We did something called the 200.  200 reps-2 laps.  Since my surgery,  I have had a tough time getting into shape.  You would think that if you have half of your guts removed you would be much smaller after surgery.  Not in my case. I have grown. Life can be so cruel.  The road back is a tough one to travel. I am proud that I push myself to do it.